"The monster, wretched, gives an impression of bitter sadness. It's no wonder, as the monster is such a vile creature, truly rotten from the inside out. It is fully aware of its evil nature, and is in fact repulsed by it. Thus, the greatest sadness of the monster is its inability to cry out, and notify others of its predicament. It lives on in the morbid realization that nothing it will ever manage to do will ever change its nature; it will forever be a monster."
Do not be afraid, you are close to your final destination. Calmly relax, and enjoy your stay.